Winds of Change of blowing in my life.  The circle is to be closed once again. Ten years ago I turned to bodybuilding to change my body into a lean, muscular piece of art. I wanted to grace the magazines as a fitness model. Years went by, my heart was in the gym, lifting weights was my passion, I did it for the sake of loving it.

After years of dedication and determination I reached my goals. I was at the top, I was featured in magazine after magazine, I got the covers, the 18 page spreads and I was the model who brought women back into FLEX magazine with the extremely popular series “The girls are back”.

Now, I’ve done that.  I cannot keep on hovering around doing the same kind of workout pictorials, getting the same kind of work, being put into a box where the label says “muscle girl”. I need change, I need a new challenge.

November 6th was a turning point for me. I did a photo shoot and I strongly felt this was NOT what I wanted to be like. I did NOT want to be this amazon. I felt too muscular, too dense. It was not the look I wanted 10 years ago and not what I liked to be today either. My body just evolved on itself, and of course, years of heavy lifting equals a dense, muscular, well-trained physique. But that was never what I wanted to be! I always admired the very small, super tight, super lean fitness models who are all way smaller than me. Until now, I accepted that they had that look and I did not. Until I realized “hey, I can do that too!”.

I am changing. I am going in the direction where I want my life to go at. I compromised until now.

I am not lifting for the sake of lifting anymore. I am training to obtain my other goals. And right now, my goal is to get smaller. Trust me, I am not meaning softer, I mean TIGHTER.

In short, I want to be able to pull off any shoot by using lightning to either flat me out so I look skinny OR use light to show my striations and muscle tone. It can all be done simultaneously when you are small and lean enough.

It’s scary to change, of course I have second thoughts or worries that what if I regret it and I want my muscle mass back? Well, if that would be the case, I know what to do, I’ve done it before: lifting heavy, less cardio. I have faith in my body, it will recruit those muscle fibers fast. Muscle memory….

I want to go for all those fitness model gigs the industry offers but that I turned down in the past due to me not wanting to adapt to the ideals of the industry. Now, it’s my career and I want to pursue the fitness modeling with my new look. I want to be the best, get the best jobs, get the best business opportunities.

I founded Fighter Diet because I wanted to find a way how to be super lean and TIGHT without depriving myself. So, with my new look I will appeal to a way broader audience than just to the “bodybuilding community”. And that is what I want. I want to inspire. And I feel I can do so better with another kind of physique.

I am known for being a cameleon and now, once again I will show you you never know what I will do next.

I am proud I see what needs to be done, I am thankful I have the guts to do it instead of staying where I’m at to be comfortable. Where I am going is not comfortable, it’s unknown, but my intuition tells me once again I am doing the right thing. And I’ve always followed that inner voice so the winds of change are blowing now…

I want to look like Linda Hamilton in Terminator, BUT with a bit more muscle. She is too skinny here, but it’s in this direction I wanna go!